" I think you're so full of it, full of it
You just don't know when to let up
I think you're so arrogant, arrogant
But you think you're so much better
I think it ain't healthy for me to judge
you by your flaws and that's why I could
criticize, but I put that aside - to focus on you and I (?)

But if you believe you'll do best without me
then I'll let it go, it's over;
but I had no doubt that we could've worked it out.

"IF YOU LEAVE" musiq featuring Mary J. Blige

I had diverted to TUMBLR for a while, but there's a nice comfortability to Blogger that I just can't leave alone for too long. So, I just made it look EXACTLY like it, and here I am once again. I love the sheer simplicity, it suits me. I've also taken up writing again, on paper, in a notebook. Shocking, right? But there's such a strange, weirdly validating and self-fulling sensation to getting your thoughts out, as is; no going back and deleting and editing - just my thoughts - raw and uncensored. Precisely what I need right now. I'm at a place where I have to evaluate my life and what I want out of it and I believe me employing a little whole brain thinking, as opposed to right and left separately will do me a world of good. I'll be less inclined to be ruled by emotion, and less inclined to be cold and calculating. A happy medium: the best of both worlds.